living in the past

2011-01-22T13:24:00.000+08:00

雙子座：

雙子很容易對一個人動心，也能在同一時間對另一個感興趣。其實你自己也弄不清到底誰更能打動你，只不過每個都很值得你探索一番。

愛我：

一旦出現愛自己的人，雙子第一個念頭就是–逃避。愛對雙子來說是一種如同枷鎖般的束縛，能逃則逃。

我愛：

盡管雙子在追求異性上行動是主動的，但內心卻很被動，當發現對方動了真情，便開始退縮，反復思量對方是否是自己要的終身伴侶，並一直糊塗於“我到底是和他玩玩還是真的愛他”之中。

This is so true ~

2010-12-31T19:11:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of 2010 !
time flies ...
This year is a good and bad year for me
Good because i known more new friends , gained lots of knowledge
but most importantly , i've grown up and grown stronger too.
Bad because i had a bad fall twice.
And learnt a lesson which i never will forget.

So , for 2011
i wish it will be a much better year !
im awaiting for all the challenges.
Work hard and jiayou bah ~ =D

* Everyone is having fun out there
but once again , im spending it at HOME ?!
life sux for me ~

2010-12-11T21:57:00.003+08:00

words can changed
promises can be broken
couple can break up
marriage can divorce
guys are BASTARD
girls can be BITCH
guys can be player
why cant girls too...

heart is the most fragile organ in our body
that once shattered into smaller pieces
can never be back to original.

Time to move on ~
Things will be better
And life will be even much better WITHOUT YOU !

2010-11-22T19:59:00.003+08:00

boo , im back !
realise been a long time since i last blogged
this semester sux because im so busy and stressed up now
especially for this week
wed and thurs having UT
im left with limited time to study for it
i got to choing to do PP poster
because i having the presentation this sat.
How suay can i be.
And this weekends im working
barely got the time to rest...

HOLIDAY PLEASE COME ASAP !
BEFORE I REALLY COLLAPSE.
but you're all that i needed ~

2010-10-30T23:19:00.006+08:00

realized been awhile since i last blogged le.
Firstly , HAPPY HALLOWEEN everyone !
The sad thing is Im at home !!!!!
sound pathetic ~
haizzz....

Im so so so bored at home !
watched ''Playful Kiss ''
its a korean drama and its damn nice and addictive...
you better not missed it ~
seriously if real life could be like in drama ,
how good can it be ?
hmmm , anyway... im gonna finish it soon.

2010-10-17T19:52:00.002+08:00

wonderful day spent ytd
last minute went to friend house to transfer songs
slack there awhile
and went to find bestie at bugis
ownself wondered around bugis while waiting for her to end work...
saw a number of things which i wanted to buy
but cause i got NO money already , got to control myself. SAD ~

haizz...
is already a week since school started
everything seems okay especially the modules.
it seems much interesting as compared to previous semester
hopefully its not gonna be torturing for me to go school everyday
cause its a 5days module... sure damn tired one.

2010-10-11T18:25:00.000+08:00

好想好想和你在一起，想过无数次，痛过无数次。

我们又一次的错过了，也许这是好的结果，可这次是最痛的一次。我想恨你，却恨不起来。

想想你说的那些话我就想流泪，“我只希望你过的好，不要受到任何伤害了。”“对不起。”“都是我的错。”“做最好最好的朋友。”这都是我一直希望你说的，可当你现在说出来的时候，我却感受的了从未有过的痛。我知道你要放弃了。

你让我做选择的时候我感觉很难，可是当你要放弃我的时候，我却感到更难，因为你放弃我的同时，也就是说让我也不要再爱你，可是爱一个人难，放弃一个人更难。为什么我要向你靠近的时候，你却总要放弃。

我用一晚上的时间想了我们之间可值得回忆的事，想一页一页的抹去，撕掉，可太难了，至少现在我做不到。

越来越不懂你，越来越看不清你。“做最好最好的朋友”也许这是我们最好的选择，可是我们能成为最好最好的朋友吗?

也许我不够优秀，也许你另有所爱，可这并不重要了，既然你做了决定，那我在伤心痛苦的时候可不可以能感受到你的安慰，一辈子都不要再消失掉，让我能知道你的消息，好吗？那就让我们彼此祝福吧，我也希望你过的好，要一定呀。我想我也会随着时间的流走，把一切思想放下的，让彼此成为我最好最好的朋友！

found this
and it so happens to be what i wanna express... hmmm ,

2010-10-11T15:31:00.004+08:00

许多事情总是在经历过以后才会懂得，如感情痛过了才会懂得如何保护自己，傻过了才会懂得适时的坚持与放弃。
在得到与失败中认识自己，其实生活并不需要这么些无谓的执著，没有什么真的不能割舍，
学会放弃，生活会更容易！
学会放弃；在落泪以前转身离去，留下简单的背影，
学会放弃；将昨天埋在心底，留下最美好的回忆，
学会放弃；让彼此都有个更轻松的开始。一定就刻骨铭心，

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found this so just shared it here

失恋不等于失败

1.失去认认真真的第一次爱后，男人可能不会再那样对女孩子真正好了，没有心劲，没有激情，没有对浪漫爱情的信
仰了！有些事，一辈子只有一次！

2.受了伤的孩子，长大了会伤人，所以，请不要轻易地伤害一个人，因为，你可能会改变一个人的一辈子！

3.爱情就像手上的血泡，第一次的爱情你全身投入，结果出了血泡，后来血泡破了，很痛很痛。慢慢地，血泡就成了手
茧，没有感觉了，你的心也就麻木了！

4.谈恋爱就像长跑，你刚开始没有经验，猛冲，到后面当然没有体力了！人生匆匆数十载，如果未曾失恋过，可真遗
憾。因为失恋是令人成长的捷径，无论好友日夜轮流照料也好，心病还需心药医，复原的还是要靠自己！

5.失恋之所以会痛得如此厉害，主因是恨自己为什么那么失败？但失恋不等于失败，刚失去的只是一段恋情，而不该是
你的自尊和自信，失恋与你个人好坏无关！

6.失恋绝对不是因为你不够好，只是你们彼此并非对方的最爱，最渴望的对象而已！

7.假若一方觉得忍受不了，或再交往下去也没有意思，因而提出分手，那根本不叫失恋，而是各自回到原点，各走各
路，个中重点，不在于谁对谁错，更无关谁好谁坏，更不是一种失败！

8.失恋后很多人会觉得好难过，但是请仔细想想，真正令你难过的，很可能是不甘心和失落感，而不一定是那一段感
情！

9.女人在一次次的恋爱中知道男人是什么，男人在一次次恋爱中知道女人要什么！

10.也许每个人的一生中都会爱上一个或几个人，但无论你有过多少次恋爱经验，当你听到“爱”这个字时，你第一时间
想起的那个人，一定是你生命中最初的真爱！

2010-10-04T00:55:00.002+08:00

you didnt know how much it actually hurts for me to hear that
but really , what can i do ?
either way , isnt what i wanted too !
haizzz...... when will this come to an end ?

2010-09-30T00:49:00.003+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i seriously damn moody now
due to certain things.
those who think they are in a higher position
can do whatever they want , are damn bastard
your job is not to bully others and make their life difficult
haizzz.....

im not good at consoling people
that's make me felt useless.
but im not supposed to feel moody
because there is still important thing for me to do !!!

2010-09-29T12:00:00.000+08:00

excited and happy day !!!
morning dumb dumb gave me morning call.
wake up to prepare to meet my gfs.
NTUC buy food >>> back to my house >>> prepare food >>> off to marina barrage
had so much fun preparing....
suddenly had a plan of going Singapore flyer
as there is still student promo going on
Marina Bay Sand >>> Singapore flyer >>> Helix bridge
energy totally drained off
but it's very worth to spend the whole day with GFS
we must always keep having such gathering !

2010-09-23T18:45:00.003+08:00

being a good person doesnt help in this cruel world
people can just treat every kindness for granted...
seeing things as simple as it is , is dumb !
seriously , it's a matter of how you see it.

i guess its enough of playing already
time to stop and back to proper life.
all the fun and memories left there
shall be kept forever ?

2010-09-13T00:02:00.002+08:00

weee ~
finally ended my work...
the purpose of working is to buy my new phone !
plan gonna end at the end of this month..
im still thinking which to buy.
between iphone and Samsung Galaxy S ?

iphone is perfect and common
but battery lifespan sux and troublesome too
Samsung Galaxy S is cool but somehow similar to iphone..
time to go check it out already.

2mr last paper !!!!
and it's official HOLIDAY..
gonna enjoy myself to the max again.
=D

2010-09-05T00:07:00.002+08:00

黃鴻升 "FUN 4搖滾" LIVE巡迴音樂會
地點: Dragonfly, St. James Power Station
日期: 9月4日, (SAT) 7pm

小鬼 came but yet i forgotten about it...
sad ~
nevermind , its over anyway.
UT3 starting next week
after which , i can declare holiday again !
no matter what , im gonna finish my PP using a week
stressed sia , friends already finish doing it
but im still 1/4 done ?!
only when this is done , i can really put down that big stone in me.
JIAYOU to myself bah =D

2010-08-28T23:29:00.002+08:00

BELIEVE & TRUST
this are 2 strong words
In believe , it contain lies too
so how much can we believe in a person's word ?
i really wonder !
if every words , i were to question myself whether is it true
then wont i be very paranoid ?
i used to believe in you
but now , hearing from others
i really been asking myself ,
can i still continue believing in you ? Are you saying the truth now ?
can i tell you all these ?
i been hearing 2 versions of story since now and then
which one should i believe in too ?
i really really donno and tired already too...

2010-08-18T03:04:00.003+08:00

its 3am now
but im still widely awake
whatever , now its holiday !

Im seriously damn bored
surprisingly to be staying at home for days
i need go out soon already
if not i really can go crazy sia !
OMG.... argghhhhhhhhhhhhh
dont need care about me ,
just finding a place to rant. HAHA

hmmm....
i seriously donno what have been with me
my emotions getting uncontrollable
this is really not what i wanted.
just a simple thing from everyone will brighten me
but it just seems difficult.
where have all my smiles and laughter gone to ?

2010-08-05T14:09:00.002+08:00

女人
漂亮的不下厨
下厨的不温柔
温柔的没主见
有主见的没女人味
有女人味的会乱花钱
不会乱花钱的不会打扮
会打扮得不放心
放心的肯定不能看！

男人
有才华的长得丑
长得帅的不会赚钱
会赚钱的不顾家
顾家的没出息
有出息的不浪漫
浪漫的靠不住
靠的住的肯定是一个窝囔废！

True right ? HAHAHHA

2010-07-21T14:24:00.002+08:00

TRUTH hurts
it hurts badly !
but what matters is how you overcome it ?
TIME is all that it needed...

2010-07-19T19:57:00.004+08:00

为什么一些人，不许要努力
就可以得到的，哪么轻而一举
而那些为了得到，又付出努力
却往往什么都得不到
只得到悲伤和伤痛。

2010-07-18T15:34:00.002+08:00

对自我的怀疑
是挡住前进的一道墙

there's alot of things which i dont understand
im really tired...
tired of everything !
feel like closing the door to my heart
and be that heartless girl
until there's a person who can really open it up.
i hate being alone ever since then
but now , i truely wish to be alone..

a place where i wish to go now is _ _ _ _ .
because thats the place where i can forget everything and relax ?

2010-07-06T21:28:00.003+08:00

last weekends was a busy one...

friday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIYI !
rushed home prepared for shiyi bday celebration
had dinner at tamp Swensen
expected a surprise but in the end
it screwed up by the person there...
seriously i wont go back there again lor
what kind of service is this man ?!
slacked at mac waiting for friends
bedok 85 supper
home sweet home !
Hoped you did enjoyed yourself bah =D

Sat
craving for subway for awhile already
headed out to buy
surprisingly to know an auntie actually know my mum
and she saw us when we were young. hahaha !
went back home rest awhile
headed to ehub for bday celebration again.
sadly got plans at night one but cant go
cause next day morning need go out again
so home sweet home

Sun
poly friends outing ~
headed for a church service...
enjoyed myself there and know a number of people too
they were all friendly and hilarious group of people.
headed down to cine for movie , ECLIPSE !
first few parts were quite boring
but it turns interesting and exciting...
however , i will still rate the movie 4/5
DONT miss this movie !! Seriously must go watch !
shopped around cine and far east
spend a bomb that day...
but i think its worth it
cause its an investment =D
home sweet home

Rarely can see me go out consecutive sia
wooo ! enjoyed my weekends =D

2010-07-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

waited for soooooooooooo long
FINALLY the movie is released !
watched the trailer ytd
was touched by what jacob told bella sia
Jacob : '' I will fight for you till your heart stops beating ''
OHH MYYY !!!
seriously can faint worr...
heard there will be some unexpected scene
gonna watch it with my friends this coming sunday
ticket have already been booked
CANT WAIT CANT WAIT !!!
haha..

update again
after i watched the movie bah. =D

2010-06-30T22:21:00.002+08:00

my tests results finally all released already !
a word to describe - CUI
haizz... seriously lor
no matter how much effort i put in it ,
the results i get still the same one.
next week UT2 starting already...
HOW HOW HOW ~~~
5 problems only and my results is like this
10 problems how worst will it be ?

i got to CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG le...
please score for UT2
let me see some hopes okay ?

2010-06-27T01:59:00.003+08:00

Happening day sia
Plus an unlucky day too !!

morning woke up at 6am cause leg was cramped
went back sleep after that
9plus woken up by messages…
went back sleep again
And I actually had a weird dream ~

I dreamt of people helping me celebrating birthday.
was at marina square outside this puzzle world or something one.
Then somehow my friends known the owner of the shop
Cause they were like chatting happily…
Suddenly a friend asked me together go toilet
When I returned back , I was surprised by their hand holding a cake and singing birthday song
I remembered the cake was like in heart-shaped with strawberry favour.
And i actually cried while they are singing.
LOL…
my birthday already over worr
but it was seriously like real lah.
but after that , was woken up my messages again.

prepared and was late for meeting my friends
pool at ehub
headed down to town , shopped around
but didn’t saw any clothes to buy
had pastamania for dinner
and were separated with some as they wanna head home
the rest continued shopping
arghhh !!! embarrass lah ,
only those who were there knows what happen.
Last mins , headed to bugis but didn’t get anything either
So together took bus home from bugis to pasir ris
And the thing is ….
the bus actually took wrong route at some place !
my first time experience such things sia.

Reached home
Went toilet also accidentally wanna fall
What’s happening to me sia
Something wrong with either my leg or my foot already.

TaTa
Got work 2mr
Gonna go sleep already =D

2010-06-19T16:26:00.003+08:00

14june

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO ME ~

hahha... celebrated my bday !
sadly there's school and i made a wrong choice of going
anyway , met my girlfriends at Madjack for dinner
was blindfolded by them to a playground nearby
and was being forced to do stupid things ~ sob sob
next time shall think of stupid things for them to do also. muahahahah
with my girls around , they will never failed to make my day
and my birthday an unforgettable one.
(photos still waiting to be uploaded )

Overall ,
THANKS FOR THOSE WHO WISHES ME IN ANY MEDIA
THANKS FOR THOSE WHO ATTENDED MY CELEBRATION
THANKS FOR ALL THE PRESENTS
LASTLY , THANKS MY GIRLS ONCE AGAIN...

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18june

TGIF ~
after school , went CHOMP CHOMP for dinner
we ordered quite a lot of food
got chicken wing - stingray - La La - sotong - kangkong - Carrot Cake - drinks
after which , slacked at dessert bowl
had some dessert and we were all bloated !
Shiok sia... never enjoyed eating that much.
played their iphone app games
and i broke their highest record
woots ~ so proud of myself. HAHAHAHA =D

2010-06-13T21:23:00.004+08:00

bye bye 18yrs old ~

my bday is coming in few hours time !!!
super excited and sian at the same time
Sian cause having school tooo
first time ever had my bday fall on the start of my school.
excited cause no idea will have any surprises anot ?

Hmmm...
what birthday wishes should i make ?
would i receive any present ?
How many people will actually remembers my bday and wish me ?
HAHAHAHA

EIGHTEENS ?
happens alot of things
and had different experiences
my life was totally changed ?
HAHA...
i dont ask for much for my nighteens actually
just that to continue experience different things
and had a better life than now ?

2010-06-12T22:47:00.002+08:00

We are afraid to care too much; for fear that the other person doesn't care at all.

forget everything !!!
its totally a waste to treat someone so good
cherish the person who will cherish you instead.

for times and times ,
i chose to forgive and forget
but yet....
im being treated as nothing
so what for right ?

2010-06-08T14:41:00.003+08:00

PRAWNING ~

first time went prawning with poly friends
was so cool and fun !
caught quite a number myself. HAHA
supposed to go bedok 85 for dinner one
in the end , having severe headaches
spoilt my mood
cause been craving to go there eat..
i guess next time bah
view all the photos in my FB. =D

2010-05-22T00:23:00.003+08:00

this 2 weeks having UT
papers are manageable but donno about the results
dont worry , not gonna blog about it.
cause studies are just boring !

After UT while walking to causeway
a funny thing happened
i was the first one who doesnt have dinner so request to eat dinner first before heading home
after a few moments , anna received calls saying no dinner too followed by her 2 friends.
we were like laughing lah.... so coincidental. HAHA
As it was quite early so went to watch ''Shrek Forever After 3D''
Super nice and funny !
The pussy cat is so damn cute lah when the way he act sympathy... HAHA
After that , Home sweet Home ! =D

The feeling that i having now is seriously cannot be describe
few days ago have a small quarrel with my bestie
then just now she talked to me to clarify about that incident
glad that it was just a misunderstanding !
its really good to clear off any misunderstanding....

2010-05-16T20:58:00.004+08:00

first time i ever tried putting makeup on my own !
and it took me quite a long time preparing
went out with pri friends
last time still have one big groups of us
but now , only left with the pathetic 4 of us
but nevertheless , we did enjoyed ourself too.

went Suntec
brunch at astons
planning play pool but second thought went walking around instead
others got things on
so me , home sweet home !

2010-05-10T22:03:00.002+08:00

During the weekends ,
went out alone....
you may think why so pathetic go out alone ?
but that's just me lah.
sometimes wish to go out alone and have a walk.
the feeling of being alone is really different
you can have all the freedom you wanted
most importantly no one disturb you shopping.
but is also the time where mind will run wild
suddenly this question pops out randomly
''How many friends can i really call to go out ?''
answer : Less than 5 =D
i have quite a number of friends
but seems like i also have no friends.

I WANT NIGHT LIFE AGAIN !!!
i know , super random
but at night the feeling is nice
the scenery , the stars and the wind
all these can make one person forget all their troubles

2010-05-04T22:49:00.003+08:00

Congratz to the newly wed !
Didnt went for work
but in the end went for a wedding on last sunday
ohhh myyy !!!!
see the picture on top , nice right nice right ???
i was surprised cause i didnt know got such a nice scenery....
after busy for days , stressed over school stuff and other personal things
this is the place that i seriously wanna come !

2010-05-03T23:06:00.003+08:00

BEFORE

& AFTER

ARGHHHHH !!!!!!!
i swear i wont ever go to that salon to have my haircut already
planning to go trim my hair cause it got thick again
but in the end , become worst.
seeee..... so layered now
make myself look S0 weird.
i want cry already lah !
Hopefully it can grow back faster ! =(

2010-04-27T22:38:00.002+08:00

擁有，有时候也是一种失去。
就是因为擁有得如此理所当然，我们渐渐变得盲目，善忘。
忘记自己曾多么珍惜，忘记所擁有的有多重要 --------
直至真真正正地失去。

having sudden moodswing again....
just simply hates it !
but now , im alright already.
thanks girls for accompanying me go gelare to eat the ice cream.
been craving it since i donno when.

Its funny how people react to certain things.
even when they knew the answer
but yet , they are still willing to contribute
it may sound silly to others
but to them , it is not.

2010-04-22T21:44:00.002+08:00

The fastest way to forget a person
is to hate that person
because your hatred will cover everything !

realised i didnt blog for quite sometime already.
cause im somehow busy with school stuff
surprisingly ,
i didnt use FB in school at all.
everyday been living in a struggling mode.
im seriously torturing myself
hopefully i really can survive through. haizz

end of the week of this month will be working for 3days
at least can mend the hole...
jiayou to myself bah. =D

2010-04-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

没有期望，就没有希望
没有希望，就没有失望！！！

i always believe in this statement
why ?
because its really true
you can try and you'll understand
happy and fun moments are always short
s0ooo short until people are desiring for more.
there's things that i seriously dont understand
and trying to find out the answer to it

2010-04-06T21:20:00.002+08:00

being random now
i'm so in love with my this hair
that i dont wanna keep long hair already
i started keeping long hair after i am in secondary
which means its around 7yrs already , wow !

i forgotten ever since when...
i seriously HATED to stay at home
and LOVED staying out till super late.
but not much of my friends can accompany me
however , today i actually spend it at home
in my room using the laptop since morning..
how bored can i be ?

2010-03-28T01:00:00.003+08:00

everyone might have encounter this
someone entered your life and leave as and when they like
or leave without even you knowing...
leaving you alone still wondering what had happened

all seems like a dream
when you told me the news
too shocking till i donno how to react
from then onwards ,
your words sounded so fake.
i didnt know whether to believe or not
because i ever told myself NOT to trust/believe anymore !

you disappeared out of sudden
and yet today , i somehow saw you coincidentally.
all that i wanted do at that moment
is to quickly alight and walk away
think back of it , i only felt i'm stupid
seriously...

2010-03-26T15:41:00.002+08:00

you can just ignore this post
i wanna vent my anger only
if not i think i might go crazy !!!!!

super angry and moody now ,
must she be so sarcastic ??
why cant she be like my friend's mum
encouraged me to try...
i will never never wear it out
since thats what you said
i shall make you regret with what you said !

Stop treating me as your ATM !
i hate that cheeky smile that you have on your face
its not that i dont wanna give you
but i have my needs and wants too.
thats the reason why i go work
And it doesn't mean i have to work everyday
i still need to do my own stuff and enjoy before school starts ?!
you all may think this is a stupid excuse for not wanting to give
whatever you all say and think.

sometimes is not that i dont wanna treat her well
its really i cant stand what she's doing.
i need a place to cool down...

2010-03-26T13:00:00.002+08:00

the Twilight Saga : Eclipse !
movie is releasing on june 30th
but not in S'pore
how sad can this be....
when will it be releasing here??
i wanna go watch. HAHA

Ju-on: White Ghost And Black Ghost
am always ju-on fans !
been following their movie too.
anyone want go watch ? HAHA

been on shopping craze
brought quite a number of things
but still i wanna go SHOPPING !!!
this few days so boring at home.

2010-03-23T13:03:00.002+08:00

surprising right ?
HAHA...
this was done by my bestie !
love her lots lots
she always love to do all lots of stuff on me

2010-03-15T22:34:00.001+08:00

FINALLY back from working for straight 10days...
i'm really a workaholic. HAHA
but still its worth afterall , after seeing how much i gotten for my pay.
gonna rest for this few days and after which ,
will be working for another 4days before i'm totally free again

Changes require sacrifice and courage
i thought it would be easy
but nope , i'm wrong
what's the main purpose actually ?
isit really worth ?

I hated people to do certain things
but yet , i'm doing what i actually hated
people are always like this one ,
never think whether are they doing the same thing to others
haizz.... hopefully things wont turn out bad ?

2010-03-05T01:26:00.002+08:00

ohhhhh man !
got to sacrifice my beauty sleep for money....
away for 2weeks i guess ?

at least its a good thing
wont be rotting at home right.
seriously for the whole of this holiday ,
i've been having insomnia
you wont be seeing me going to sleep so early.

2mr have to wake up super early
and yet , i still cant get to sleep...
HOW how how !!!!!

2010-02-25T00:49:00.001+08:00

Watched 2 movie in a week !
''Percy Jackson & the lightning thief'' on tues.
i looked at the preview was damn cool and nice
but after watching , i felt was nice but okay okay only.
watched ''The Wolfman'' today.
this movie damn gross can , plus the effect so fake.
but its worth watching , really.

Ate eighteen chief for lunch
the food was nice !
and was having fun disturbing him.
*evil me. HAHAHA

its good to have people who think of you
wishing and hoping are all dreams that people made
but dont ever let it be a habit
because you will be the only one suffering afterall.
lot of things that i didnt know
a question to myself.....
who should i believe then ?
isit due to their willingness or
was it due to someone asking them to do so ?

2010-02-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

stomach killing me !!!!
very long never had this problem already.
now it's back again...
but after a day of rest , I'm fine now.
hohoho ! its great to have someone who truly cares and worried about you. =D

2010-02-14T16:26:00.003+08:00

now is 4.30pm only
and i had already finish with my CNY visit.
the amount of ang pao i collected
damn pathetic can.... haizzzz

WHAT IS VALENTINE'S DAY ??
there is no such thing in my life
the reason is very simple
because i had been SINGLE for my past 18yrs
also another pathetic things... haizzzz

my life damn boring can !
anyway , HAPPY Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine Day to all

2010-02-13T22:42:00.002+08:00

I hate having moodswing !!!
but no choice , every girls at some point sure will have
i can out of sudden or for no reason have moodswing one.
and that was what i was ytd.
when i have moodswing , i will be crazy
didnt even know what i am doing too.
felt so stupid sia
anyway, sorry .

ohhh man ! this year didnt go msia to celebrate CNY.
seriously , i prefer going there than staying here.
even though it can be bored but its way much more fun !
going cousin house 2mr ,
but i donno what to do there
cause its been years since i last seen them and celebrated CNY with them
will looked super awkward lah.
haizzz...

having holidays now
but currently still no plans on how to spend it.
guess will go find dramas and watch ?
ask me out please ! =D

2010-02-01T20:38:00.002+08:00

Something is missing in me !
can tell me what is it ?
because even me myself also have no idea.

i guess everyone should have asked this question ;
Question : 喜欢跟爱的差别在哪 ?
Answer : 喜欢可以很多人 , 可是爱却只有一个

2010-01-24T12:22:00.003+08:00

Friday ,

went out at late night with friends
so good to have own car lor !
went to a donno at where place for supper.
haha. cause i never went before lah
after that , went to Cineleisure
for pool and late night movie.
watched 'Tooth Fairy'
the movie damn funny sia !
you all should go watch =D
reached home at 4plus in the morning

I was surprised the next day,
because i reach home so late
under normal circumstances , she confirm will have nag and said me
but she didnt ,
so out of curiosity , i asked her for the reason of not scolding me
And this is what she told me ,
'' You have already grown up and i cant nag or scold you much anymore
i wont be like other parents who keep scolding at their child. You just have to know what you are doing and dont do wrong things can already. ''
OMG !!! cant believe this is what she said , really !
but dont worry lah ,
i wont because of what she said and always go out till so late.
i have my own limits that i set for myself.

*one wishes that i have is to
watch late night movies and stay out till late.
And finally it was fulfilled !
Thanks for helping me !!! haha. =D

2010-01-19T22:38:00.003+08:00

i once wished we could be like this
but now i'm fearing that i would not be used to it again !
if if....
i dont wanna hold onto hopes ,
because the more hopes i have , the more disappointed i would get.

2010-01-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

YAY , finally his album is out !!!
waited for s0oo long just for it to be released
cause was looking for all those songs
in the drama 海派甜心 .
so sad , this drama gonna end soon too

anyway , i'm still waiting for this drama to be released
愛似百匯 !
heard recently then it just continued filming due to some reasons
so wont be releasing soon i guess. haizzz
when will it ever be released ?

2010-01-10T17:59:00.002+08:00

went cycling with sylvia and yvonne at prp ytd
had a great time and chat with them.

what's happening to my left hand again ?
seems very pain and i cant really stretch it.
i really very very scare got something to do with my bone
because if so , i might need to go for operation !
pray hard , hopefully it's nothing serious =[

2010-01-02T18:26:00.003+08:00

school starting soon
& now have to wait for another 6more weeks to go
before next holiday is here !

i wanna do well for studies
but it seems so difficult to achieve.
need more motivation to study now. haizz

2010-01-01T15:26:00.005+08:00

BYE 2009 & HELLO 2010 !

Ytd was my FIRST TIME i ever went for countdown
And was my FIRST TIME i went home that late.
spent this wonderful day with my gfs
went marina & suntec slacked and played arcarde
headed to esplanade after our dinner
we thought we went there very early already
but still got people earlier than us.
really ''people mountain people sea''
but luckly we found a good spot to watch the fireworks.

at that moment , i so much felt like crying
the feeling of spending such a significant day with friends
is splendid !
a happiness that i never had before.
wish i could spend every countdown like this with friends.

going my pri friends hse for steamboat soon.
blog again when i'm back !

* Pics uploaded in facebook ; can go have a look =D

2009-12-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

aren't LOVE supposed to be sweet !
but why does it seems to be that love is something hurtful ???
what's happening now ?
everyone seems to be getting hurt by LOVE

2009-12-18T23:58:00.003+08:00

been going out for the past few days..
hahahaha , just love this type of life !
cause i hate to stay at home now .
i suddenly realize ,
my holiday confirm will be booked by friends or by work.
isn't it a good thing ?

family day is never part of my life.
is really very x100000000 rare that you will see me out with my parents.
but today i went out with them and my bro.
encounter something which also happened to me before.
a deadly mistake that i believe every cashier would made.
when paying for stuff , the cashier actually counted wrongly!!!
and we're kind enough to tell them
if not i think the cashier will have to say bye bye to her pay.
after which , went off to meet debbie
june came to find us too
shopped around eastpoint
and then home sweet home !

2009-12-17T12:41:00.002+08:00

遗憾总是最美的
大多数人都会怀念过去的人
而不珍惜身边的人

有人说，
你爱一个人多久
就要用多久的时间去忘记他。

2009-12-14T23:51:00.001+08:00

SUN ,
studied for chemistry ut until 5pm
gosh ! gonna flunk this paper.
after which ,
went to prepare to go out for my father's side wedding dinner
was at a restaurant at farrer park
so awkward over there cause i and my bro was not so close with them
cant even remember when was the last time we met
can you imagine ?
i guess this is the day where every girl would wish for to come
wear the wedding gown and hold your partner's hand forever!
awwww !!
was wondering when would my another half appears ?? HAHA

2009-12-14T23:12:00.005+08:00

so sorry. recently too busy to blog
but now , FINALLY its holiday !!!
the day which i guess most students are waiting for
HAHAHA

SAT ,
went marina square , suntec and millenia walk with anna and debbie
i dont wanna talk much about this
cause you can found them at both their blog
go there see all the details bah.

2009-12-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

actually was supposed to go out to study but....
changed of plan

last minute plan
to go ehub watch new moon with my bro
♥ bella , edward cullen and jacob !!!!!
haha. so nice , touching and sad
you all really shouldn't miss this movie.
i dont mind watching for many many times lor.
hahaha !!!

2009-11-26T23:28:00.002+08:00

i still fretting over what to do for the next 3 days....
but now no need worry already !
will be working full shift for the next 3 days. hahaha !

anyway , was asked to go watch 2012 but didnt went
so sorry !
instead just now went ehub with anna and debbie to slack.
had a great chat during dinner
and it reminded me of the same encounter i had. haizzz
but i know time is the thing that you needed.
played pool and arcade.
hahaha ! finally won 1 game.
i always play will lose to them lor.
i know my skills very lousy. whatever !
had so much FUN and LAUGHTER with them
this is the only thing that i needed in this boring life.

Lala land ,
here i come !!!! haha.

2009-11-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

as always ,
how careless can i be ?
i know how to do but haizzz....
it makes alot of difference can.
cannot blame anyone but myself.
hopefully miracle happens bah .

2009-11-16T20:23:00.002+08:00

just finished watching Paranormal Activity
although there's some part where i really got freak out
but overall , it wasn't that scary as what i heard...
the storyline was quite boring too
cause there's really nothing scary about.

so fast its week 7 already
4 more weeks to go
and i will be having my HOLIDAYS !!!
hahaha. thats the only thing that i'm looking forward.

2009-11-06T11:35:00.001+08:00

today totally not motivated to do any work
maybe because ITS FRIDAY !!!
debbie came over to our school to slack for some time
before heading down together with anna to bedok 85 for dinner .
yummy yummy !!
the food there super nice lor
after which , went to whitesand with anna for a walk
saw this new clothes shop and i love the clothes there
OMG !!! my shopping craze is here again. haha !
must resist myself from buying clothes already
got no money now ..... sob =(

arghhhh!!! being tempted to watch Taiwanese drama at this point of time
recently got 2 NICE drama released.
海派甜心(Hi My Sweetheart) by Show luo , Rainie Yang and Lee Wei &
桃花小妹( Mo Mo Love) by Jiro Wang , Cyndi Wang and Jing Wong.
i waiting for another drama to be released ;
愛似百匯(Love Buffet) by Joanne Zeng , Aaron Yan and Calvin Chen.

2009-10-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

we sabo our relieve maths faci to treat us
cause its his last day teaching our class.
sad sia ! i want him to teach us...
i prefer his teaching rather than this current faci.
at least not so boring like now.
so today we brought 170bucks worth of pizza.
guess he's gonna be broke after today. haha !

after school , rushed back home
cause my bro want to go collect his report book.
few mths never went back after my graduation le.
there were few changes made and alot of new teachers
haizzz.... never saw any familiar teachers around.

UT1 is next week.
so fast can !
its time to start mugging already.
but i'm lazy and no motivation too.
how how HOW ??

2009-10-27T20:55:00.001+08:00

i'm weird sia.
suddenly have this really random thinking
as if i have already ended my studies
and stepping towards the working life
where everyday of my life will be going work and going home only.
so i was thinking what if my life is gonna be like this.
then wont it be a boring lifestyle already ?
wont i be too lazy to even wake up so early just to go work ?

Its just tuesday
but i'm already feeling very very tired.
and somemore the problems of the day was s0oooo difficult can.
everyone seems to be slacking and not doing work.
i'm looking forward to weekends only.
faster come please !
i want my beauty sleep. haha.

2009-10-24T12:56:00.002+08:00

Hopefully i will get well soon !
its s0ooo torturing to be sick.....
and also especially when your school is far on the other end.

2009-10-21T22:15:00.002+08:00

every SATURDAY night gonna stay at home already. hahaha.
I want catch this drama !!!
seems interesting and nice. =D

2009-10-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

knock knock !
stop dreaming already .
it's time you wake up from your wonderful dreams.
for now , all i see is IMPOSSIBLE
so back to reality alright.
maybe it might be a good thing afterall
althought been yearning for it.

hopeless is the word i can think of to describe
other than that , i really cant think of any other better words.
i gave up cause i'm tired already
just see how will it go.

2009-10-11T13:16:00.000+08:00

ohh gosh ,
to someone who hated science alot alot
triple science is the worst thing that she taken.
just hope that i can survive through.
9 more weeks to go
is the only thing that i'm looking forward for. =D

i just simply love shopping !
spent $40+ on buying 4 clothes ytd
saw quite a number of others which i like too
but have to control myself
if not i think my pocket will have a big hole
sooner.. haha !
but i want to filled my wardrobe with lots and lots of clothes
because it's pathetic little as compared to others. haizz
anyway , i LOVE the clothes that i brought.

2009-10-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

went to do pedicure for FREE with the 2 of them !
my first time trying...
was not bad but too bad
expensive for me to afford already.
i just loves spending time with this 2 gals.
i guess we had to wait till next holiday
before we can meet up again. =(

UT3 results and GPA results out
class and modules are out too !
same class with xin yi
but different class with elsa
how sad can it be ?
nevermind , we still got yr2 !
i believe we will be in the same class again.
anyway , at least now i'm at the same blk
same level as my friends..
i wont be like the one who is being left out.

1st modules of the day is PHYSICs !!!
my hatred subject lor. sian
why cant it start off with other subject ?
at least it will be better than starting off with PHYSIC .
school starting in next week..
its time to get my engine working again.

i suddenly realized its been 1 year since i started with blogging.
i had this blog for a reason.
but come to think of it , it was rather funny. hahaha !

2009-09-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

我不知道为什么。。。
但是所遇到的人却不能属于你
人生最大的悲剧不是你爱的人不爱你
而是相爱的两个人却错过了相守的时间和地点
使得他们两不能够在一起。

2009-09-28T12:55:00.000+08:00

learnt alot of stuff recently
and one important thing which i totally agreed
is NEVER TO JUDGE PEOPLE BY ITS COVER !!!
they can be nice on the outside
but evil on the inside
when you are saying other people ,
reflect on yourself first before saying others.
don't ever tell me that you never did that before either ?

saddest thing in life is that
your parents don't believe or trust what you said
they may have their reasons for doing so
but we just couldn't take it.

forget about unhappy stuff
anyway , later going for class chalet !
yipee.... haha
you might be thinking what's so fun about class chalet.
boring lah... bleah bleah bleah.
but to me is because i VERY SUPER DUPER long never went for a chalet already
so long that i forgotten when was the last time i went for one.

2009-09-23T20:26:00.002+08:00

didnt get to blog and see me online already
because i was busy WORKING !!!
actually was asked to work for only 5days
but in the end , increases to working consective 7days for an event
and now increases to working for another 3days at another place
And the working hours is super long... 13hrs a day~
now my leg damn aching
imagine standing for 13hrs everyday.
but think in a positive way ,
i can earn quite alot in just 7days.

wonder when will i get to stay at home for just once.
most of the dates are being booked
either working or going out with friends
and i having class chalet next week .
most of the dates next week are planning in progress too !

2009-09-13T16:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYLVIA YONG !!!! =D
my closest friend ever
8years of friendship and will still be counting on.....
pri sch memories will always be kept inside us
Lets wait till yvonne is back
and we should meet up to have fun together !
Enjoy ur day !

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Friends can be found easily everywhere anywhere
but TRUE friends are like four leaf clover ;
hard to find and lucky to have.
our friendship are like a stars
we don't always see each other
but we will always know you are there .

i'm lucky enough to found my true friends
dont forget our plans for the future
and our planning for this year christmas.
hahahaha !

2009-09-11T23:48:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY huisong kor !!! =D
its great to have you whom will dote , love and care for me
its great to have you to listen to my grumble
its great to have you to advice me what to do when i'm lost
of coz its great to have you as my kor.
dont forget , i'm always there when you needed me !
Enjoy your day !

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Went to have dinner with cecilia and june
then we walked to ehub to meet debbie
played arcade and pool.
skills rusty already , lost the game
had alot of fun playing at the arcade...
haha !

had a mixed feeling when i walked home.
i had been questioning myself this question.
but somehow i couldn't make up my mind,
and get the answer out of it.
I told myself what i wanted
but in the end , i felt so much so to give a chance.
will that day come i wonder...

2009-09-09T23:15:00.006+08:00

I enjoyed the feeling that i had now.
although sometimes will feel bored being at home.
been attending CE talks , going out with friends and AND
watching drama !!!
thats what i had been doing during my this few weeks of holidays.
anyway , I want
Go play Pool and Bowling , K-session , Shopping , Cycling
anyone interested? hahahahahaha!
And lastly to go work !
but no news from my manager =/

opps.... both guys face being blocked. haha !

loves both of them <3

And of coz , my meii lah =D

2009-09-03T23:58:00.001+08:00

yesterday went for dinner at Tamp
with girlfriends.
seeing them next week again. Yipee !

Today , went for this aquaculture activity
ended off pretty early than expected
headed to JP with usual friend
planned to watch ''The Proposal''
but in the end , we watched ''Dance Flick''
Although it is hilarious but the movie is lame
and it copied.
believe it or not ,
i actually sleep while watching.haha.
i'm getting sick of eating Mac sooner or later
imagine eating Mac for consecutive days and weeks.
I WANT go shopping !!!
but i dont have the most important thing- MONEY?! =/
i'm really super damn broke now.
everyday got to worry. arghhh
Help me please ?!

2mr got to wake up early
update again 2mr
TATA ! =D

2009-09-01T23:40:00.002+08:00

I miss Miss Chia alot alot
and never to forget Ms Choy too !!!! =(
both are my primary school teacher
and both of them are really a very very good teacher i can say

Ms Choy once wrote this to me :
'' dear YuWen , I have always remembered you as one of my favourite student
and still will for many more years to come ! ''
touching right , feel like crying when see this .
few years back , i went back during teacher's day to see her
and that was the last time i ever seen her already
but that time , something happened i guess
and she was totally not in a mood
so in the end , didnt talk much
anyway , wonder how she's doing right now ?

Miss Chia ,
she's the only teacher whom we had contact with
even after we graduated for so many years
every year , we would have a class gathering
and would ask her to join us.
she's always there without fail
her unique style of teaching helps me alot
my english was not really that well at all
but under her teaching , i finally gotten B for PSLE
which i never have thought of that i would gotten.
Now , she had emigrate to Australia to live with her husband
so only some of my friends have news about her.
wonder how she's doing too , have babies anot already?
i believe her babies will be a genius bah. haha !

I miss my pri friends too
gonna meet them this friday for gathering
like after s0ooo long after the last meetings.
i think i shall stops here bah, too wordy already.

2009-08-31T17:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday , cabbed down to katong to meet Qi fang
was asked to tag along together with her friends
enjoyed myself although i just first met them
i swear , they were a bunch of cool and friendly people.
and you can actually see the bond between each other.
had katong laksa for dinner .
you all must be shocked to hear this right
yuwen leh , who don't even eat chilli
go eat laksa?!
haha. but its true.
And the laksa wasn't that hot as expected
so you can imagine how disappointing they were

Thanks girl !
didnt expected it to turn out this way
cause when we are in class , we actually never talked that much
or you can say we were like strangers.
haha , but now
we both can talk about anything
and i donno why
but i felt that i found my listening ear.
haha !

2009-08-29T00:52:00.005+08:00

went watched The Final Destination yesterday
as mentioned in my previous post.
the first ever M18 movie i went to watch. haha!
the movie was gross but mostly was quite fine .
got 1 part was damn funny too
i shall not disclose it here ,
you all go watch and you will know. haha !
hm.... i will rate it 4/5.
So after the movie , bused down to katong
played games before heading to Aston to have dinner
then walked to Parkway parade to play arcade and shop shop
before bused back home to meet my brother
as he's waiting for me at ws
while at the bus with someone , something happen
and i wish to keep it to myself .

2 years ago , same experience happened
As what you said too
the feeling is terrible to keep it inside yourself
and not able to have the thing you wanted.
yes yes yes !
i totally agreed lor !!
i believe i made a right decision this time round again.
we shall see whether things might turns out to be a good one bah
i'm worried now , really.
Please reply my sms can?!
at least let me know whether you are fine anot ? =(

2009-08-27T22:15:00.001+08:00

I think i shall just stay at home and do nothing bah
guess that is what you want me to do right ?
must you really ask S0ooooo much question
everytime without fail.

2009-08-23T18:00:00.001+08:00

hoho ! what a nice weather today...
MATHS killed a lot of my brain cell too.
anyway,

THE FINAL DESTINATION 4 !
i'm s0oooo gonna watch this movie.
the preview look COOL and exciting lor.
wonder will it turns out to be the same way ? haha !
anyway... being booked to watch this movie already
wohooo !! cant wait for friday to come. =D

THE PROPOSAL !
the preview look interesting.
maybe friends might planned to go watch bah. Hopefully !

UP !
The preview of this cartoon movie was hilarious
a number of my friends who watch it say it was nice and funny too
and the unique storyline which no one could have thought before
wonder is it really that nice?
waiting for friends to plan go watch too. haha !

And there's a lot of other movie which i wanted to watch too
but its over already
so maybe gonna watch it on internet bah. haha .
back to studying Maths..... haizz

2009-08-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

Sob sob sob.....
my octopus lost already.
sad leh. i love it alot lor.
cause firstly it's PURPLE !!!
my favourite color.
Secondly , it is super duper cute can.
even my friends loves to play with it.
Lastly , the only thing that my bro brought for me
using HIS own money. =(

so fast , its gonna be end of semester 1
UT3 is starting 2mr
however, i am mentally tired and lazy to study now.
but i cannot dont study...
MUST study MUST study , no matter how tired or reluctant i am !!!

忘记你是一件最困难的事
想要你的爱和关心更是难上加难了

2009-08-16T22:37:00.003+08:00

went to National Library to study with friends today
abit suaku lah, never went there before
was so much bigger than expected.
went there at like 10plus
and the place was already full of people
had kfc for lunch at bugis junction
before heading back to study again
and this reminded me of a joke made.
maybe only those who is chinese might understand

i was eating drumlet with kor
my hand was so oily and i kept receiving call from my bro
and i know what he gonna ask cause its as always
so i picked up the call and it goes like this ,
Me : i eating drumlet(ji) so STOP calling me lah !
i ended the call and kor added something to my sentence
Kor : You should say i eating drumlet(ji) so
STOP calling my handphone(shou ji) lah.
get the joke? HAHAHA !!
okay... its not funny and its lame too.
and he keep adding on and on with the word ''ji''
and as he added on , it became more and more no link.
so we were like laughing for hours with our joke
that we didnt realise the time.

met my mum and bro after that as they were also at bugis
decided to go buy a new bag at bugis street
And i really pity the part-timer there.
because i worked before with customers
so i can understand how they felt if they were to encounter such customers
some are really hard to handle and they insist their request
but what can we do
cause there's a saying '' Customers are always RIGHT!''
even when they are wrong or too unreasonable.

AND now i am down with flu
damn!! having UT soon leh
hopefully i will be fine by Wednesday ?

2009-08-16T21:46:00.001+08:00

14aug

Today was the last Maths lesson already =(
Was the most slacking Maths lesson of all too
finish PPT before second meeting. WOOT !
ended lesson early today too
so our faci wanted us to have a mini talk about anything
or about our overall feeling for the
module from beginning till now.
And And I was being SABO by the whole class
luckly i did prepare myself beforehand
if not..... hahahaha !!!
so is it a good thing to be sabo? absolutely NO!
And one of them actually told me this
that it means that you are highly popular demanded by the class.
LOL.

Anyway , i love E35R alot !
with all those times playing games during breaks
all those fun and laughter
debating during Q&A session
having brunch together
despite them calling me ''Assassin , YuWenators, Gangster.....''
you know why ? cause i'm the most quiet among them. haha !
i dont wanna change class but what can i do ?
gonna MISS this class alot =(

2009-08-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

so coincidentally saw my friend at tamp !
FINALLY get to go out with my mum and bro.
but i am already satisfied.
cause I rarely get to go out with her.
can say the probability is 5 out of 364days.
pathetic right ?

but it ended up being an unpleasant one.
because we plan to change my bro phone
cause his phone spoilt until i donno how to say
but however , my bro cant make up his mind on which phone to buy
he wanted to buy Nokia 5800 but was too expensive, $$200++ .
he keep having dilemma and after awhile i got frustrated
because firstly , he cant make up his mind
and he never think beforehand which to buy
secondly , i accompany him walk around aimlessly
Thirdly , he give us attitude.

Yay ! finally i can buy Pocky - strawberry favour.
previously having throat infection and now i have recovered.
so.... it's time for me to stock my pocky. muahahaha!
only some knows that i'm crazy over pocky
i can eat it for a week and never get sick of it.
and most of the time you can find a packet inside my bag.
donno since when i started this craving.

Lastly , HAPPY 44th Birthday SINGAPORE !!!

2009-08-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am damn pissed off now.
i really hate myself , hate my life now.

2009-08-04T11:30:00.001+08:00

i should be in school right now
but NO i am not.
i'm at home. haha !
because i was not feeling well
pain for the whole night....
was only able to get to sleep for 2hrs.
plus when i wake up
still not okay yet
so i dont take the risk of going to school.

haizz.... 4 day never go school already.
exclude yesterday.
my grade all like shit .
UT3 is coming soon....
gonna buck up and clear the modules.
i dont wanna retake it again .
haha... whole class ytd was discussing
that 2mr dont go school.
because we all dislike the FACI !
i was already planning not to go too
but i guess i should be going already.
haiz..

2009-07-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

having 1day MC only
but i want go school 2mr !!!
cause its maths ...
although its hard but it is fun and challenging when trying to solve the statement
and also when you have a good maths partner to work with.. haha !!
sad sia !

friday i gonna skip school already.
cause its a module which i dislike
Cognitive !!!
so i rather stay at home and rest instead. haha !!

2009-07-29T21:14:00.002+08:00

Damn.. having sore throat.
was feeling fine so went to school as usual.
but out of a sudden felt feverish , body aching and shivering....
Ohh no !!! I'm sick , seriously sick.
cant walk properly and my looks was very pale.
so went back home on the 2nd meeting
Thanks classmates for all your care and concern !
They even persuade me to take cab back although i dont want.
Because from woodlands to pasir ris leh.
the cab fare sure very expensive lah
but no choice lah , i doubt i can survive from
taking the long journey bus ride too.

And this taxi uncle was very friendly
he asked me whether want to have sweets anot. LOL
and talked to me about some stuff.
when reach my void deck , he even smile and said '' tc , have a nice day etc''
haha ! i doubt he knew i was falling sick bah.
still ask me have a nice day . LOL
but anyway , this little action made me smile too
even though i was seriously sick that time.

went up , ate medicine and went to sleep already.
i was totally weak in doing anything lah.
sadly , no one was at home at that time
so i got to ownself get towel
and wipe myself with cold water.
thats what i learnt from my mum .
at that moment , how i wish someone could take care of me sia.
sit beside my bed , help me take temperature , keep asking me how i feeling all this.
HAHA !! think too much already lah . =D

2009-07-25T23:32:00.008+08:00

Yipeeeee ! haha.
beat my records for so many weeks
finally gotten 2As for my grading. muahahaha!
unexpectedly to get for science lor.

Share with you all this phrase which i totally agreed :
‘’爱情，
往往是经历了痛苦才知道珍惜。
总是到无法挽回才会觉得后悔。
爱情是这样，
生活中其他很多东西也是这样，
总是失去了才觉得珍贵。‘’
Love ,
only when you had experience pain
will you know how to cherish
and regret it when there is no turning back.
Love is this way ,
other things is also the same ,
only till we lose it will we know it's precious.

2009-07-23T22:16:00.004+08:00

YuWenator!
nice name hor . haha. my team mates named this as a group name
and guess what the faci said ?
' Your team adores you. They named the team after your name! :) '' Wth !
okay , back to the topic....

haizz.... nowadays weather is really not very good.
out of a sudden it rain and
out of a sudden become s0ooo damn HOT !!!!
And alot of people are falling sick already
especially my brother and both of my kor. Rest well and takecare alright !

This week is very happening , dont wish to talk more about it.
I just felt so funny. people always love to talk bad things about the
other, Hating each other , dislike each other.... yesh , i admit they are really very annoying
and irritating but no one is perfect in this world.
Some people are simply just attention seekers and being too overboard with their actions.

s0oo tired everyday after school.. had to travel such a long journey back home.
Imagine 3hrs of time was spent on travelling.
That amount of time can be used for me to sleep more lor.
Really lacked of sleep everday. haizzz
2mr after school have some program on so going to charge my energy now. haha !

2009-07-19T18:23:00.002+08:00

wondering when can meet my girlfriends ?
been long since we last have our meetups already.
everyone been crop up with school activites.

nowsaday donno what's happening to me de
losing appetite to eat. haizz
i know myself very well.
i must eat if not confirm sure gastric pain de.
but i just dont feel like eating.
how how HOW?

was feeling so restless and moody the whole day
cause was s0ooo bored staying at home.
actually was being asked whether want to go out anot
but part of it was doing communication projects and another you should know.
hahah !!! laziness.....
but thanks to my kor for liven me up by being lame with me.
not all his credit okay. i started off being lame first. haha.

没有你的日子里，快乐离我好遥远。

2009-07-18T17:27:00.000+08:00

was wondering why people loves to give hopes to another person
but in the end never fulfill what they said.
really hated such person....
if you cant fulfill what you said then dont ever give hope to another people
at least they will not get disappointed.

sometimes when thinking about the past
was wondering whether did i make a wrong decision
although i regretted but i felt that i did not make a wrong decision
why keep holding on something which cannot last forever ?
someday , we still got to face the reality.

so sorry ! just a random post
something is not right with me today...

2009-07-18T16:37:00.001+08:00

ytd , alot of things happened.
morning was not feeling well which affected me doing things during lesson
received an unexpected sms from kor.
asking me out for lunch as he was around the area
but sadly i was in school. next time bah if have the chance.

celebrated classmates birthday with a mini party
we brought Canadian pizza...
ended class late and stayed back awhile to do communication project
headed to causeway to look for my friends
slacked at burger king and accompany them to popular to buy stuff
before heading to find my kor.
he was so shocked to me there because i did not tell him that i will be finding him
as i wanted to give him a surprise.
sat down , chat with him and watch him play
around 9plus , walked back to interchange with him to take bus home.
donno how long since i last received his sms and seen him already.

photos of the day !

2009-07-11T16:37:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Bro ! =D

2009-07-05T14:07:00.000+08:00

Understanding test(UT) is around the corner again...
UT1 results was not up to my satisfaction
when i look back at the paper , i found out that
partly because i didn't understand the question well before doing.
which cause me to lose alot of marks.
so now must read carefully first before doing !

schedule of the test
8 july - Cognitve
10 july - Science
13 july - Enterprise
14july - Maths
16 july -Communication

gonna buck up already bah..
going back to study already
bye ! =D

2009-07-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

Finally it's friday again !
enjoyed myself today with anna and alicia.
especially the joke that i had made in Taka. s0oo embrassing lah
Went to Town after school with them
walked around Taka to see what to have for dinner
in the end , decided to settle down at coffee club
ordered ''Aflredo'' , a creamy cheezy pasta
i ate 3/4 of it. was so full and so sick of the taste.
while eating , suddenly had a flashback to the time when i first went to cafe cartel
to eat with someone before going for our movie.
the food that we ordered was so similar to that time
had so much fun and laughter on that day lah. but now......
s0oo missed those times having lunch/dinner with you .

reached home around 9plus.
finished off my RJ and went to help HS kor with something..
shhh..... a secret between me and him . haha !!
played games can help you destress
and it can make you have a sense of achievement too . haha !
kor , see lah...
i help you then now i donno whether i can achieve that much anot lor.
sian !

2009-06-29T16:27:00.001+08:00

i HATE Communication
i HATE Communication Faci
I simply just HATED this module because of her !!!