mum , i had so much illness and the one whose most worried about me is you. who always accompany me to fight all these illness is you too. so sorry to cause you to be so worried about me. i always thought that you dont cares about me. because you always never show the love and cares. maybe to you , its not important. but i'm wrong , totally wrong. its just that you donno how to express your love , cares and worries. deep inside your heart you truely cares for everyone of us. recently because of my illness which makes you cant concentrate on doing things well makes you not in a mood to cook wonderful dinner. i guess you also didnt sleep well too bah. last of all that i wanna say is............. I LOVE YOU MUMMY !!! =D
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i'm really such a problematic child. having so many weird illness. sometimes wonder why would i encounter such an illness.
first , was when i'm in primary 6. on my upper right hand , there's a big lump. my mum was so scared , wondering what's that big lump. so she brought me to polyclinics then to KK hospital for checkup. taken x-rays and several checkup to found out that its 天生骨. which means normal people their bone grow straight but my bone on my upper right hand somehow turn so it formed a lump. its nothing serious . just that i have to wait till i'm 14 yrs old for it to stop growing. luckly its not painful or anything , if not i have to go for operation to get rid of it. and because of this , i cant take the school injection. so i have to be appointed to go hospital for the injection.
secondly , was when i'm in... ( cant really remember when). there's a time when my stomach was so painful that i couldnt sit up or walk. my mum was so scared that she brought me to see doctor. i still remember when i'm at the clinic , i felt so painful that i kept calling out. the pain was really so unbearable that the nurse took me to a bed to rest while waiting for my turn. but it turns out was nothing serious. just got to eat more vegetables , more fruits and drink more water. but somehow since then , my stomach wasn't feeling that well. occasionally i will easily have stomachache. and cause its so occasionally that it had already become part of my life. haha!
And now , my ear got blocked by something which cause me to become partially deaf. left side of my ear couldnt hear anything. so today went polyclinics for a checkup. and they gave me a bottle of olive oil to apply and see how. 2 weeks later got to go back for appointment again. luckly was just temporary. Hope i can recover fast !!! its really so terrible to be unable to hear things clearly .
♥ March 24, 2009
woohooo! heard a happy news from my mum my cousin gonna get married in june. so happy for her... going back msia this june to attend her wedding. cant wait to go back !
finally get to rest from work. spent my whole day watching Pi Li MIT heard alot of people said this drama was nice. it was all about being a detective and solving mystery every episode have different stories of mystery awaiting for them to solve. haha ! so maybe you can spent some time to watch such a thrilling and exciting drama when you are bored bah. AND AND i love gui gui and aaron in the drama !!! haha. bye ! continue to watch my show. =D
♥ March 18, 2009
Damn! having a terrible stomach ache yesterdy night. so went to rest awhile before falling to sleep. but had a good sleep despite not feeling that well. its been long since i last suffer from it already. hm.... now is 12.30pm. i guess now i should be busy preparing to go out instead of rotting or i should say resting at home. outing with girlfriends was postpone due to some reasons haizzz.. sian was scheduled to work for so many days this week cause it's march holiday! which every students who are studying now are awaiting for. haha ! but last two days were s0ooo slack that we kept wrapping books. baskets and baskets of books. haha. can see that the sales are not really that good compared to other branch.
Sorry girls for not posting ! there's just nothing much for me to post about. will update soon bye !
♥ March 9, 2009
going sch for enrolment this coming wednesday. and the most important thing i need consider now is..... which laptop brand and laptop to buy. actually wanted to buy compaq laptop cause is good and lasting , but doesn't seems to have so i change to buying Fujitsu laptop. and i found one that caught my liking. and that is..... Fujitsu L1010 !!!
black / pink / white / PURPLE / Turquoise ? omg is PURPLE !!! I hope can get this colour. Purple laptop with purple mouse.. wow ! what a wonderful match. haha. but i doubt they have this colour bah.
♥ March 7, 2009
planned to rest at home after busy for almost a week but suddenly mum asked whether wanna go shopping. actually planned go bugis but because of the super duper heavy downpour so we changed plan , go changi airport instead. the first thing we always do when we reach the destination will be........... to EAT. haha! walked around T3 , brought beans , skytrained to T2. walked around , went to swensens for ice-cream as i got the voucher. but ended up having dinner there. haha ! ate pizza , mac & cheesy , banana split and fire ice-cream. was so happy today cause this is the first time going to a restaurant to have dinner with parents. can say is like once in a lifetime. haha. after dinner , headed back home. ohhhh nooooooooo ! i forgotten to watch 爱就宅一起. gonna go search website to watch today's eposide.
will update soon bye !
♥ March 4, 2009
first and foremost , Happy Birthday to Anna !!!
two BIG news which makes me really damn moody lah. the second news can just really kill me INSTANTLY. How i wish i am a millionaire now. so i no need to be frustrated with so much stuff. friends bday coming up , gonna buy present and go out for celebration which will spent alot of money. mum bday coming up too. thinking of getting her something. buying laptop cause sch needed. plus laptop items like mouse , laptop bag etc by just buying this , will spent me damn lots of money already. gonna buy bag for sch purpose , change of hairstyle and also prepare for starting of sch. all this needed money. and now , i got to pay for extra things. maybe gonna pay more this time round. MONEY MONEY MONEY !!! everything that we do needs money. this month i'm really gonna broke like hell already .
sometimes i do wonder why am i still working? i should be like my friends , quit their jobs and enjoy the remaining holidays. for times , i worked till very sian and feel like quitting. but the thought of working for money , makes me drop the thinking again and again. although now parents should still provide us money for expenses or giving us allowance. but i dont wish to use their money anymore. i can go work and earn money myself. so why should i still ask parents for money to buy things that i wanted ? now i understand why people will say ' money is hard to earn'. everyday you worked for hours and hours , everyday have new challenges awaiting for you alots of things waiting for you to handle. you done so much things in a day but you could only earn that much of money. enough for your living expenses but not enough for you to pamper yourself.
haha! seems to have alot of thinking today. shall stop all the thinking and have a good sleep tonight. and when i wake up will be a brand new day again =D
