two BIG news which makes me really damn moody lah. the second news can just really kill me INSTANTLY. How i wish i am a millionaire now. so i no need to be frustrated with so much stuff. friends bday coming up , gonna buy present and go out for celebration which will spent alot of money. mum bday coming up too. thinking of getting her something. buying laptop cause sch needed. plus laptop items like mouse , laptop bag etc by just buying this , will spent me damn lots of money already. gonna buy bag for sch purpose , change of hairstyle and also prepare for starting of sch. all this needed money. and now , i got to pay for extra things. maybe gonna pay more this time round. MONEY MONEY MONEY !!! everything that we do needs money. this month i'm really gonna broke like hell already .
sometimes i do wonder why am i still working? i should be like my friends , quit their jobs and enjoy the remaining holidays. for times , i worked till very sian and feel like quitting. but the thought of working for money , makes me drop the thinking again and again. although now parents should still provide us money for expenses or giving us allowance. but i dont wish to use their money anymore. i can go work and earn money myself. so why should i still ask parents for money to buy things that i wanted ? now i understand why people will say ' money is hard to earn'. everyday you worked for hours and hours , everyday have new challenges awaiting for you alots of things waiting for you to handle. you done so much things in a day but you could only earn that much of money. enough for your living expenses but not enough for you to pamper yourself.
haha! seems to have alot of thinking today. shall stop all the thinking and have a good sleep tonight. and when i wake up will be a brand new day again =D
